You know how you feel when you wake up after a night on the tiles and getting home at 3am and crawling into bed and watching the room spin slowly out of control till you pass out? That’s me, today, without the fun of the night on the tiles. I went to bed at a [...]
Archive for April, 2010
A rough night
Posted in Articles, Depression and Anxiety, tagged anxiety, anxiety attacks, anxiety disorders, creative writing, death, depression, health, humour, mental health, pain, panic attacks, personal, psychology, sleep, work, writing on April 30, 2010 | 22 Comments »
No Worst, yet
Posted in Articles, Depression and Anxiety, Poetry, spirituality, tagged creative writing, death, depression, faith, Gerard Manley Hopkins, God, healing, healing words, literature, mental health, pain, personal, poems, Poetry, poets, self-development, sonnets, spirituality, thoughts, writing on April 29, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
No worst, there is none. Pitched past pitch of grief, More pangs will, schooled at forepangs, wilder wring. Comforter, where, where is your comforting? Mary, mother of us, where is your relief? My cries heave, herds-long; huddle in a main, a chief Woe, world-sorrow; on an age-old anvil wince and sing— Then lull, [...]
Reboot
Posted in Depression and Anxiety, rants, Uncategorized, tagged anxiety, creative writing, death, depression, life, mental health, pain, personal, psychology, random, rants, self-development, sleep, stress, thoughts, work on April 28, 2010 | 14 Comments »
It’s barely a quarter to eleven in the morning here and I have decided the best thing I can do today is go back to bed. There are days when I wake and wish I hadn’t, wish I could just sleep the day away, wish the heavy feeling inside was just a cat sitting on [...]
Perfect Timing
Posted in Articles, Magic and mystery, tagged anxiety, chaos theory, creative writing, humour, life, London, Monuments, personal, photos, psychology, random, thoughts, time, timings, travel, work, writing on April 25, 2010 | 10 Comments »
You know those days when nothing goes according to plan; you miss the bus by ten seconds, you fail to see your friend in a crowded Starbucks, you lose a tenner when the wind catches it and blows it away? Those days when everything goes wrong? Had it ever occurred to you that there are [...]
Black Flies…
Posted in Uncategorized, Wild Life, tagged humour, insects, music, music videos, nature, wildlife on April 22, 2010 | 3 Comments »
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AyRshnwExPU&feature=player_embedded#!
How I was almost thrown out of the British Museum…
Posted in Articles, Magic and mystery, Parables: tales with a purpose, tagged anxiety, British Museum, creative writing, friends, humour, London, lost youth, memories, personal, psychology, random, rants, thoughts, travel, writing, youth on April 21, 2010 | 6 Comments »
I’ve had a couple of people ask me about that throwaway sentence about being almost thrown out three times on one afternoon, so it has clearly piqued curiosity a little. Here’s the story: Back in pre-history, in the 80′s I had a good friend who I met on my Cambridge interview and we kept in [...]
Mummy
Posted in Magic and mystery, Poetry, tagged anxiety, creative writing, depression, Egypt, Egyptian, friends, healing words, love, mental health, mummies, pain, peace, poems, poems about death, Poetry, psychology, random, self-development, spirituality, thoughts, Viv's poetry, writing on April 21, 2010 | 5 Comments »
Mummy. He looks enough like my father To make me feel very guilty For standing gawping open-mouthed At the shrunken leather features, The hands folded neatly as if in prayer, And the feet poking pathetically From the unravelling linen. I like to look but I hate myself For enjoying it so much. Empty eye [...]



