Every day a new start….

The photo above was taken in February on my first ever flight. I never got round to posting any of my photos from my trip to Austria, which is a shame but this one caught my eye last night when I was thinking about something else. Dawn was just breaking over Europe and the day (while I’d not really been to bed at all) was all new and fresh and full of possibilities. It was a great trip; exhausting but packed full of new sights and experiences. I really didn’t know what the whole thing was going to entail; no real idea of what to expect. Scary.

Yesterday I had a fit of the doldrums. Not exactly depression, more a sort of dissatisfaction with life and with the fact that having worked my socks off for the last couple of weeks, I had an entire day, with the house to myself, to do with as I wanted, and could spend the whole day writing. But the writing wouldn’t happen. I spent hours at the computer, doing nothing, in real terms, and getting crosser and crosser with myself for it.

In the end, around six o’clock, I headed out to the woods with the dog and tried to stomp it away. I was just starting the return journey when my mobile phone made a noise at me to tell me I had a text. It was from my daughter, asking if she could be picked up from the station as she’d overtired herself(she has M.E). In the end, I made myself get in the car(first time in six months) and drive all of 3 miles to collect her. I don’t feel any sense of real achievement in doing this, just a residual irritation with myself that it was so hard to do.

But the point is that I did what I needed to do. Despite my annoyance that I hadn’t done any of the things I thought I wanted to do, I did do the things that needed to be done. And that, some days, is a massive achievement. When I woke that morning, I didn’t think, Hey today I will start to conquer my phobia about driving. Life doesn’t really work that way. We don’t often achieve what we thought we wanted to, but as collateral benefits, we do the things that actually need doing.

So when I got up this morning, after a restless night and poor sleep, I thought, let’s just take today one moment at a time. One minute, one hour at a time. Life happens in increments; sometimes we need to do the little things first.

So, a new day every day. I don’t do the whole motivational stuff, but that’s something I can hang onto. A mountain is never climbed in one leap, in seven league boots. It’s climbed in slow steady steps, with rests and basecamps and time to enjoy the scenery.

The other thing I really like about this photo is that you can’t see anything of the land below. We’re above the clouds and I have no idea what country I was flying over. I know where I was headed, true, but not where I was on the journey. Sometimes it’s important to stop worrying about Are we there yet?  

Remember, every day a new start…..

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11 thoughts on “Every day a new start….

  1. Passing over a cloud is always better than knowing exactly where you are in life. Places don’t seem to matter when the sky opens her doorway for your perusal.

    michael j

  2. “Life doesn’t really work that way. We don’t often achieve what we thought we wanted to, but as collateral benefits, we do the things that actually need doing”
    This gives me hope Viv, it makes feel like it is okay if I don’t get to do all that I want to do but at the end, I will do the things that actually need doing.
    Taking life one day at a time, taking the day one moment at a time is my motto. It’s easy to forget and drift away, worrying about the future but I keep reminding myself “one day at a time.” Or in this case, “every day a new start…” 🙂
    That photo is absolutely beautiful…

    • I am glad Lua.
      BTW, I haven’t been and congratulated you on finishing your book. Sorry. Been very stay-at-home, in a sense lately. Anyway, well done. It’s a bit late to join the comments now, so I hope this does enough. It’s a huge achievement to have done that.
      xx

      • Thank you so much Viv 🙂 I still can’t believe it’s done, if only editing was as easy & fun as writing the first draft…

  3. I love the picture. I also believe that each new day brings along new hopes and enthusiasm. I adore early mornings when the air is crisp and the streets are not crowded yet. This always gives me a sense of a new promising beginning.
    XXX

    • I’m not an early bird by nature but there are days where I feel the same; summer mornings especially when I sneak out while the dew is still on the grass…..
      xx

  4. I took a photo just like that on my first flight!!!! : )

    Anyway, I read this post and related so much to it. A lot of times I just have to telol myself, OK, one minute at a time and then I will get through this…so I know what you mean. Great post. Lisa

  5. Nice photo Viv!
    I too often find myself not getting enough done. Not being able to write when you’ve set up the time to do it is so frustrating! I feel as though I’m there every other day.
    I think the best thing to do is to figure out what’s blocking you, note it and move on with the intention of doing better next time. One day, one moment at a time is all we ever have.
    I hope you gave yourself a HUGE pat on the back for facing your fear of driving. If not, do it now… and here’s one from me.

    Yay you Viv! Pat, pat. ((((((Hugs)))))))

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