V
I don’t have a life:
I exist in the corners
Of the lives of others
Kind enough to lend me space.
No, don’t shake your head,
Protest and frown,
Condemning me for self-pity.
It’s true: the words say it all:
Wife, daughter, friend, mother.
They define me by my
Relationships with others.
My name: a jumble of sounds
Meaning nothing in themselves,
A label by which to identify,
Quantify, stratify and forget:
Put me in my box
And hope I stay there.
Me, I reduce my name
To a single initial.
It takes up less space, less attention.
And maybe, just maybe
Beyond all names
I may shine, alone.
Okay I will put you in a box and carry it to the edge of the ocean and scream at it,”high tide is soon so you better get your @$$ out Veronicabecca Bunga! “.
Well at least you used a capital letter.
Some of the honest things you have shared about your nonlife have meant a great deal to me.
Peace
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You’ll be pleased to know this is an old one but it’s part of the stuff I am working through, this being defined by what others say I am or am not.
I shall be going back to the hall of mirrors soon and trying to work out which of the reflections, that is, what others see me as, are accurate and real.
peace back atcha!
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yes I am pleased .
Oh that house of mirrors ,the glare is killer 🙂
thanks V
ha ha
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V is a lovely consonant, and you, Viv, are more than you think to others! Lovely poem, neVertheless.
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Thank you Hannah!
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You are in a box… a beautiful Persian inlaid one that I only use for good friends …. and you are staying there!
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It smells of cedarwood and spice and I am happy here.
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